2 in the morning

Well, been a minute since I checked in (Suzzie is confirming that maybe a dog minute)! Things have been a bit crazy...leashes, depression, family, depression, leashes did I mention depression? I always want to give it a name like pecker-head or something but, that's almost too nice! Instead I just research ways to be appropriate in the world and not sling myself in the floor like a two year old while in public! The film is just trotting along which makes me happy...I WANT ACTION DAMMIT! I really don't have much to share that makes sense right now...I just anted to speak to the virtual reality of the world that reminds me I'm still here and that I'm a worthy component in the world.