Well, we're just weeks away from going to Utah for Sundance...I'm nervous and excited all at the same time. Amy and I were talking this morning about combining a page for MST survivors and their partners...I'll keep ya posted on the details...I was telling her that what I see with us is that when we get triggered from our PTSD it's like blowing a fuse, everything shuts down...until we are able reinstall the fuse we just wonder around with a flashlight in our brains for while...that's it for the moment but, as usual there is more to be revealed!
Oh, and I'm thinking of changing the blog name to (circuit breaker repair, woman rewired, Suzzie's Place, or something along those lines....
Amy says Woman Rewired...
ReplyDeleteAmy is wise :)
ReplyDeleteCircuit breaker repair made me laugh. That's a good description. I don't just picture the darkness, but that moment when everything fades to black and appliances in the house have the power drained from them and shut down. TV, radio, lights, fridge.... all quickly dropping to black and silence. And you can push buttons and click knobs, but nothing is going to happen.
For me, it's kind of like that plus... foam... or maybe bubble wrap. Sounds and physical sensations, if I notice them at all, are as if they're being felt through layers of "something"... vision (if I have it) is like looking through a small and blurry tunnel... Super dissociative. Kind of like underwater. So maybe Circuit Breaker Repair and...
hmmm..
"Plumbing?"
(Please don't name your blog that! Lol!)