It's 2012...we made it! It's weird I've been walking around attempting to be present and I am physically but, my emotions are in some weird numb place...that's a first...NOT! I was talking with Amy today as we returned from taking the boys to the airport...she as saying she watches me and can see lots going on with me always in my head...sometimes I just wanna a moment of peace!
It's there I can feel it but, it's so far in the distance...so, for today I'll keep trying to walk a right path, do right things and think right thoughts...thank you for loving me so much Amy and to my faithful Service Dog walking at my side and watching my back!
Also, here's a new bit of info on the film:
http://m.youtube.com/?client=mv-google&rdm=4ozmbjrh4#/watch?v=4AxQOcI9lWw
Congrats for making it to 2012 (and 2013!)
ReplyDeleteI can relate to everything you wrote above. That disconnect when emotions are in some weird numb place, but you know they're still there. And the constant activity in your head. You describe it so well and it's exactly right.
I love that you wrote this:
"for today I'll keep trying to walk a right path, do right things and think right thoughts..."
Not always easy. But your "right path" seems to bring you great rewards.